I haven’t really been active on the blog for about a month or so. I’ve kinda just been living life and figuring life out I think :P Also I haven’t been feeling that motivated, so I’ve just given myself time to reflect on life and what I actually want and also I think I needed to figure out what actually matters to me in life…
I’ve been enjoying the sunny weather, reading, journaling, going for walks and also since everything is opening up little by little I’ve also started to catch up with my friends again after a loooong break. I’m still trying to find the balance between taking care of myself and working on some inner work and healing, work and social life. I was kinda on standby on the whole social life thing cause I needed space to just focus on work and my well-being.
I also kinda got into this weird phase of blogging and youtube where I was like: why am I even doing this? And does this make me happy? I started blogging and youtube just to create content, share whatever made me happy at this very moment and collect memories. I still love creating content and sharing like this and it still really makes me happy to collect memories and I guess that is reason enough to continue blogging and youtube. I thought for a second that there should be a bigger goal or purpose with my blog and youtube and I have to become very successful with what I’m doing but I’ve come to the realization that: naaah that’s not the point. That’s not the goal. I dont really have any end-goal. I just want to enjoy this journey called life and document and share whatever I feel like for my own happiness. Also of course the “bigger purpose/goal” would be to inspire and motivate you guys to get going with life and that we all work on becoming a better version of ourselves and that we practice to live in the presence and are grateful for what we already have. Yeah… I think that’s the goal.. <3 So yeah I think I’m back and I will be trying to update the blog and youtube more consistently with whatever I feel like :D
With that said.. I have been working on a bunch of content that I just didnt feel motivated to edit, publish etc. so I will try to catch up on all the blogposts and youtube videos now and share as much as I can and feel like without stressing myself out too much xD
